New Years Eve!!!!

I got nothing but time wasted in 2008
so i just wanna take a moment to remince the year...


















Ahhhh.... Good Year *Closes that book opens new one titled 2009*

I don't regret anything but I hella learned. So much was said true colors shown and now theres a new year to continue on.

The Last Couple Days....

Have been a blur I can't even remember what I did that's the effects of drugs and alcohol, it happens to the best of us.

Bromance / The City

I have fallen in love with monday night TV it's ridiculous.
I sit and watch T.V with my Bro (this is gonna be my new word for '09) Ebunny (who is in DC) and give our opinions back and forth about the show its pretty intense TV watching its a sport for us you guys are not ready.

Little Black Dress

I got the perfect dress for New Years at Karinas House to bad that only a few of my fav people will be there 2 of the most important wont I hope they have fun though its gonna be a crazy year.

Christmas

Its not a family holiday till someone gets drunk and doesn't know how to act it was my sister's year.
...and I have no buns person either I retired him. Long story I don't want speak about

I'm done

As I write this I have visted the 3rd floor lol and I have drank about 12 shots if I drink about 2 more I will puke.

My sister is a dick she upset me tonight. She came out her face in front of everyone. She told everyone that I was a lesbian and that was why I only had female friends and didnt have any boyfriend. I got so upset. That was such a low blow its not true it just hurts that someone so close did that.

I deaded the dude that i was getting buns from he was a real asshole. So I am all alone again I wonder what the others are doing. *picks up phone*

Since I've been home...

My life has consisted of doing the same thing almost everyday I wake up listen to some jams eat get dressed do activities leave the house go to lyns smoke drink go home or wake up midday sit in pjs and play assasins creed shower watch tv and go to sleep these are my days...smh.

Im a pothead again...

X-Box Addict

I have played 12 hrs of Assassin's Creed its crazy... I am An Addict.

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday to the best bunny in the world the chocolate one. Enjoy it poopy face I hope u have the best day ever and enjoy cali (I hope you read ur card...)

A very merry unbirthday christmas

It was my bestie's very merry unb-day I always want to be so generous knowing that I can't. Me and my closest homies exchanged gifts I got one a nesquick fix (strawberry milk addict), got the other tight a shirts and a pair of nike blazers that she wanted in feb., and the unb-day girl I got her a ciroc bottle and a pair of sneakers she has wanted since I can remember it was hard to find but I knew she wanted them a lot. I got some cool stuff to I got this cool puma bag that I have wanted since sophmore year, I got a pair of nike dunk mids called griptapes I have been in love with since they were released(in ur face jello you bumtastic ass bitch!!!) I love my friends I can't imagine december without them next year.

:o[

weekend qtime

These last todays were like my usual saturday and sunday.

Saturday got wasted went to the club spent and lost about 80 bucks.

Sunday made my bestie upset (I made her drive to the city and she was busy but I love her she's the bestest! Seeing someone might have mad up for it lol idk I hope so)went to the dunkxchange didn't get a drink a 1st and bought some blue ultras .
I spent time with @ least 3 people out of like 8 that I really really care for(lets not confuse it with my other 2 list that consist of like 6 people put together.)

Weekend...

Friday... I went to the art bar stood in the cold for half an hour, broke my little resistance thing that I had going and got wasted. Rating: Good

Saturday... I went to the city it was my friend's B-Day clubbing event got wasted felt weird but had a great time lost $50 cash. Rating: Alright

Sunday... I went to the DunkXChange with the Bestie she was pretty mad she had to come all the way to the city. after acouple mins it was back to normal. Shes the greatest :D so we went to the dxc it was kinda whack i had to do it for school so its whatever. Then we went to her fave spot to eat Chipotle aka Chippies lol since she had to do the long trip it was on me.

I Secretly...

...Love to watch TV...but I'm a slow reader lol

fun facts for the month.

I quit...

I quit my job so im tight on money once again credit card companies don't want to hear it anymore they want to take me to court...and all they will get is bills I'm B-R-O-K-E!!!

horoscope

my horoscope has been on point all week long today it said...

You should spend your time with friends and have fun with them...

these are my intentions this weekend starting tomorrow night
i'm suppose to go meet up with my e-homies for a b-day gathering
saturday: it's an old friends b-day and she wants to go to the club idk if im gonna have energy for all that now
sunday: it's the NYC DunkXChange which I will also be doing work/hanging out.

looks like a good weekend (i got this thinking positive thing going lets see if it works)

where do they get this from...

my horoscope smh...
You know that your worries lead you nowhere. If you let other people share in your (material) riches, you'll be a happier person. You're no coward if you let time do your work for you.

I'm the invisible person...

...that actually enters some contest and wins. I won a pair of tickets that couldn't have came at a worst time for two reasons I had class (and so did the other person attending with me) and I didnt want to go to a show alone.

Always

My sensitivity and my fixed set morals always cause an issue with the people I care for the most. Last night I took it upon myself to help a friend. She didn't ask me for help I just thought it would be helpful. Boy was I wrong. She got very irritated so when she was speaking to me about it I just noded and agreed because she just keep making her point and i hate arguing with people so i just didn't say anything. so this morning i wake up and it was weird i wasn't tired which was a first so i got ready and on my way to work with time to spare so i read my usual morning blogs. my dashboard says updates and the title of my friends' new blog popped up so i clicked and started to read it. it was about the proir night so my first response was ok let me just write back to her so i sent here a long comment that was more like a blog listing so i decided to put it up. i hit her up and tell her to read it SMH WRONG!!! She got upset and said it was childish of me to do that that i know where she lives and that i should speak to her face to face that i had the balls to im her to read it why couldn't have just spoken to her. SMH!!!

so we decided to have conversation on aim because i was at work and so was she and i didn't want to have to beat it in my head all day.



The conversation just turned into the things that wasn't really needed on the situation

F-ing Great!!!

... now I read my horoscope:

Try to find out if your environment accepts your intentions before you take action.

Edited the other site said this...

Your wonderful generosity is legendary, and it's going to come into play in a big way, today. But putting smiles on faces will make your day. Just be careful how you go about giving the gifts of your wisdom -- you need to make sure you're not making people believe that they need to do exactly what you tell them to do. Otherwise, your idea will seem less like help, and more like rules to obey.

My life is a failure...

I can't do anything right even when I try.

Finally

I finally hangout with the girls and though I see them all the time its not the same as partying drunk all together. This was the first time since like late September or mid-October and it's now December. We pre-gamed pretty hard like the old days when we all still lived together and ended up outside in tee shirts and A line tanktops. We took pictures in the snow and got super drunk made the usual 4am pancakes this time we had the deluxe version with one strip of turkey bacon and 3eggs each it was great. If it wasnt because of me having to work at am today it would have been a super duper great day now it's just a good late night from yesterday lol.

Left behind...

I got left behind because I took a nap and wasn't really awakened.The only reason I really was upset was because I expected to hangout with my girls tonight so I started getting ready before I even knew what we were doing. Its kinda shitty that I have to stay here alone shrugs. I almost broke my phone it was an anger reaction that I had stopped using but got brought up again. If I would have broke my phone I would have been mad but I would have let out long held in rage.

transportation

I NEED TO STOP PLAYING AND GET MY FUCKING LICENCE! My school bus was late today 3 hrs late to be exact. I don't even want to speak on this anymore.

Love horoscope

Love - It's easier to grab your chances if you're being relaxed. You're nice to be with, happy, your sense of humour is good and you're open to many different things. Try to enjoy life more, some things will take care of themselves...

I needed to read this. I worry way to much about this kind of stuff.

My biggest fear is dying alone with no friends or family to even care that I am gone.

True Theory Photoshoot

So I had a True Theory Photoshoot my first shoot ever to do and it went great. I hope that when they make it big they don't forget to at least send a cd and a tee shirt lol. The music was amazing the band members are funny and give off that laid back type of feel. So if you ever on myspace checkout their page: www.myspace.com/truetheory they have great music.

4-0 ...

What our school has a winning steak lies.... no they really do they have a 4-0 record first time in the 4 years I have been going to school here. So me and most of the minorities of my school went to the game and the won by like 20 or 15 points thats crazy. Well big ups to the mens team for finally doing shit and props to the girls team for being great as usual.

A new week of hard work to come

This whole week I have to do actual work both for school and for my damn job.