drake...

needs to go somewhere these days im tired of hearing the same shit/flow and it being called genius ...no people hear the old mixtapes...

worst bday week ever

my bday was bad but i knew there was more bad times to come yay to 22! -_-

It was ...

It was my bday today and I think when people say bday they mean bad day. It was the worst fucking birthday I ever had. And guess what that's just the 1st day of my 22nd bday
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thinking

I'm bored at work so i'm thinking about opening my gauges again... I know why? well idk thats what bothering me I had them befor because I wanted to change a lil( i got a tat and gauges and i dyed my hair all in one week) I'm avoiding needles untill my bday or after my bday which btw is this tuesday coming up (YAY!!!)I just miss them so I'm going to redo them I think... might get my toungue peirced who kknows still tossing it up though.

Plans

just starting a new job... I'm nervous.
Anyways if things work out I'm moving out but from what I have read I would move for only awhile so it would not be for a long time so it wouldn't make sense.

Spots

I have this spot I call my own it signifies so much but no one will understand it. Its not a spot in my mind its a real spot around my way that I only go to to be alone and think. I've only taken one person ever there and they didn't even know they were there. We sat here for hours and talked about everything we spent like 4 long hours there.

The best thing is it could very easily be someone elses spot but when I'm here its mine and I love it. I only come here when I want to block out the world. The funny thing is I have an empty house right now and I still chose this spot over home.

I want to make a change and when I'm here I don't need or want to anymore I'm happy.