This one wins

I'm in hospital I have never felt do alone as I feel now

I just realized

... Why I love blogger so much I just had a night mare smh they are back I was asleep for merely 30 minutes before I started going crazy now Im scared to go to sleep I call to my mom and she didn't hear me but I could hear myself I even recorded it... Once I start a lil talking nothing but bad can come from it I was embarassed before I need u to wake me ... But u just got up and walked to the other bed you didn't know so I wasn't upset... And it wasn't as bad. I know I should have said something but I was ashamed

Idk yet

I'm so confused with everything that's going on around me. I'm still think about moving to tumblr but it's not the same so by Monday I think I might aswell disappear I'm not doing anyone any good I might as well leave. So by then I will have made my choice

Moving

I'm tired of blogger so I'm probably moving the blog still haven't chosen the site and what not yet but expect 2010 to end this address