New Blog

Ok so this is my official new blog I moved it to tumblr. Don't worry its going to be a real blog not just me reposting other peoples stuff just check it out when ya get a chance


www.itsjestme.tumblr.com

it's been a while

I have a new blog that hasn't launched yet but it will once i make it a .com brb People!

Out of Commission ...for now

Scared...

I'm scared...

I don't know who to turn too anymore...

I'm scared of... Me and what I've done to me...

This one wins

I'm in hospital I have never felt do alone as I feel now

I just realized

... Why I love blogger so much I just had a night mare smh they are back I was asleep for merely 30 minutes before I started going crazy now Im scared to go to sleep I call to my mom and she didn't hear me but I could hear myself I even recorded it... Once I start a lil talking nothing but bad can come from it I was embarassed before I need u to wake me ... But u just got up and walked to the other bed you didn't know so I wasn't upset... And it wasn't as bad. I know I should have said something but I was ashamed

Idk yet

I'm so confused with everything that's going on around me. I'm still think about moving to tumblr but it's not the same so by Monday I think I might aswell disappear I'm not doing anyone any good I might as well leave. So by then I will have made my choice

Moving

I'm tired of blogger so I'm probably moving the blog still haven't chosen the site and what not yet but expect 2010 to end this address

Mike posner episode 5

I so Heart him Christmas gift just rap him up lol...no seriously

Puma presents: "One Foot Out The Door" Episode 5: University of Michigan from Mike Posner on Vimeo.

NIO tha Gift

I'm late on the music but the cinematography in this artist profile video is crazy I LOVE IT!!!!

Fuck holidays!!!

I'm a cancer FYI for an hot guys out there jk. The point is I love birthdays and hoildays well use to. I love the fact that it gets family and love ones ectera together and ur happy to be around these people, my family has taken the joy out of all these moments every single one I can't even blame them I can only blame myself. Can't complain if I'm not willing to change.

This year has been horrible! Hoildays sucked bday sucked job sucked love sucked money sucked family sucked death sucked life SUCKS!!!

2009 please just get the fuck out of here already !!!

Happy B-day Seren!

Today is my besties bday. I hope her the bestest 22nd bday ever!!! Though it's been a tough year I hope you welcome this new age with happiness and love.

I baked her a cake (which I want piece of) and got her something to keep my favorite things, memories. Memories are things that can't be changed and they can't be deleted. So even if people come and go, time goes by, you'll always have the memories.

Happy b-day to the best bestie I've ever had!

Damn you Chris Brown!!!!

Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
Always felt the need for space
And now I can't reach your face
So where are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my voice
Love can't you see my hand
Lend me one more chance
We can still have it all

Fuck Chris brown with his honest statements and shit.

Meet VulkanTheKrusader!

A couple months ago I did a shoot just for fun of V, but this past weekend we did another shoot according to Vulkan it went well. He has an upcoming project and also runs VulkanTheKrusader blog. If you haven't checked out this insightful blog before go check it out.

   

What to do...

I love my friends I truely hate to see them suffer I can't sit and watch them be in pain. at times I wish I could just take on their pain so they can be happy I feel like I'm a bad person so taking on their pain should be nothing. I hate that love must be so difficult. why must it hurt so much?

I honestly don't know what to do or say I want to fall in love but I can't! I want to so I can atleast feel normal I don't think I've every loved someone truely maybe it's because I've never honestly said it out loud to them maybe saying it out loud is admitting that I'm opening up to what some day will cause the same pain I want to prevent my friends...

I just love my bros...above everything without them I wouldn't be who I am

Post Debate...

I have 16 posts and I am debating to either just post all or some .... plus I also need my computer back....

Where have I been?

I know I have abandoned  this blog but a lot has happened since my last real post.

I lost my job, death in the family, no internet, launch of  Wet Pop there's a lot of thinking and not a lot of writing but I shall return brand new in December I promise.

WET-POP!!!

So if your interested in Popular Culture ...Hey who isn't that's why its called Popular Culture come read it up with us ( SEREN- My BlueBerry Nights and yours truely) at Wet-Pop

We're waiting

So... Guess what?

THE YANKEES WON THE WORLD SERIES!!!
Now if I get fired with in the next 2 days that is where I shall be... I would love to go but I'm broke and I called out last week. I wanna go just for the pictures!!! Now I'm upset anyways it's been 9 yrs since the Yankees won the world series it happens... All I have to say is the Yankees have an all-star team roster and they couldn't win for 9 YEARS!!! WTF is that doo doo!!!

Playlist Generation

The playlist Generation comment that Colin Munroe made is on the money. It's a generation where music is no longer just one CD of that artist or that type of music. Now the internet has made discovering new music as hearing a key stroke. It's a theory that is a great way to explain diverse ears. It's a collective of great music blended on to your own likes. So you no longer are just a hip hop head or just a pop listener. All these genres have merged into your own ear collective.

 

Today I received an anonymous email stating that they would like to see more theory post because they enjoyed the pimps and hoes plus my karl marx connections. Well reader the next post will be for you stay tuned.