Long day

I see in my future...
1. Test
2. Therapy
3. Charges
4. Headache
5. Class

Maybe
6. Disappear...

Earth Day

Started my day Early... if you catch my drift.

Nothing to do today but think about what's going on around me. I have realized that I always feel like a tag along. I also feel like no one around me really trusts me like they trust me with stuff they don't really care about. I'm just an acquaintance that is around all the time. It really sucks!!!

Nothing to do....

but relax and enjoy the weather and company of drunks outside...

Culture Shock

About to go watch Cassidy preform at my school and eat some fried twinkies YAY!!!!!!!!

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Summer School here I come!

Well I didn't have housing on campus for next year, so I was not moving back to regular dorms as a senior so now I have to take summer school Ewwwww! I've never done this so IDK what to expect.

Bad Day!

Dealing with everything at one time it sucks balls!

Tuesday! Tuesday! Tuesday!

Tonight I will be attending this show some support people.

Self Teaching

I'm teaching my self how to skateboard....I suck at it....these are gonna be hard lessons

SkateBoard Sunday!

I finally got on a board and discovered that I SUCKED. Yup I do. I'm just scared to fall. Well I will be getting a board soon so look out SB Nikes your my new thing.

Happy Birthday!!!!

Today is my nephew's birthday me and the fams are driving out to New Jersey for the weekend a kid turns 8 only once right.....

Brand

Find silkscreen in the VA building was a bitch the store was closed oh well monday here we come..

Shopping

As a shopper you gotta know what materials to wear Certain things should not be worn no matter what size you are. But people don't understand that they shouldn't wear some stuff, cuz I know you wouldn't wanna see this in spandex:

I'm a fat chick but not to the point where I look anything like ^^^ but I know what not to wear. Come on America become conscious of what your wearing.

Clothing Brand

I want to start a clothing brand. I know lots of people out there do but I have a creative mind that will change a lot of styles of the regular t-shirts people want uniqueness and thats what I will offer so far I got one logo tee but more to come. I have a lot of ideas but getting them done is gonna be the issues.

Should have read

Have you ever bullshitted your way through a reading?

I did this tuesday morning, at 10:30am I attend Contemporary Social Theory. Yeah that shit is boring, but the theorie are interesting. Today we spoke on Erving Goffman it has that nice ring to doesn't it. Anyway we discussed an excerpt from Asylum it shed a new light on the recidivism (people going back to prison). Goffman explains that an individual does something and get imprisoned stripped of their idenity, giving a number and a institutional tools that everyone else has making them just a number in a system. Now the person feels they have to create a sense of self in this system and sometimes that self rebels which makes the systems keep the person locked up because they started doing what the system told them not to. It works better when its about crazy people but this works too.

Life Sucks...

This is pretty simple life sucks. Just when you think shit can't get worst it does.

"When it rains, it fucking pours...."

I feel like everything I do is wrong. I just need to catch a fucking break, but I'm not good at this dodgeball game called life ... I'm always out. I don't really think my life really sucks I just think that I'm the one that sucks at life and thats why it seems so difficult.

I fuck up everything. Relationship stuff, family stuff, school stuff, financial stuff, writing(I can't really spell lol) And I fuck up in the shit that means the most to me FRIENDSHIPS.

This is one of the reasons why I have a tattoo that says forgive me in spanish on my wrist.(I will label reasons why I have this tattoo as this blog continues)

I wonder which friendship will I fuck up next?

STAY TUNE FOR MORE OF

THE ADVENTURES OF THE FRIEND REPELLER

Stolen Meals

I live with five other people. We have a community kitchen but we don't share food. I have no food in the crib. So what did I do?

I woke up this morning while everyone was asleep. I made pancakes, drank a large cup of juice, and ate some apple sauce. I cleaned the dishes I dirtied so I believe my job is done. Hey why did they leave the pancake mix out if they didn't want someone else to eat it?



I enjoyed my breakfast and it was all FREE !!!

DAY 1

What up everyone!!! This is my first time on this site. I deal with crazy shit all the time and now I'm just gonna write about it everyday. I don't care if nobody reads it so here it goes...